Why have you chosen me to love you

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The lion roars and I run,

The hyena laughs and I cry,

The leopard notices me not and I don't care,

I am a cheetah and my grace is known

These creatures that laugh at me envy my hunt,

They steal from me 

 Yet I am blessed with another meal,

They call me weak, skinny, less than

I call them lazy, slow and like man

They bully and push me down

Finding it funny such a graceful cat can be so weak,

If they had my trials

If they had my eyes

they would know my hunt is not about size

Yes I am weak, and my prey is strong,

and my difference with them is

God blesses me all along.

 

Best Friend.

I drown in your tears,

hold the weight of your head on my sholders,

 I calm you of your fears,

and tell you new beholders,

i look into your eyes and behold your beauty,

i tell you fair lady that you are gentle,

can't you see my loved strucked pity,

the heating oven I have started,

have my words have any effect,

I am telling you I love you,

though through trouble the test of love has failed once more - in life

 i am there to tell you what the partner of life loves in his wife.

 

Ride to her.

A river Lea away,

I swam the current's might,

hot burning summer day,

i wished the cool of the night,

this love that moves my boat,

this love that allows me to float,

on thin water I ride,

on a journey of a high tide,

to be with the sand,

to rest on the beach,

 that she provided me.

Love You I want.
 
They angered me to writing
I knew myself not then
The spirit of murder burst into me
TRied to control me
I almost gave up.
A friend I desire,
A protection I deserve.
Who am I to be this man?
What am I doing when I do it?
where am I really?
How can I overcome it?
No one is ever independant,
You cannot live without help of others
Nothing of this world is ours,
We get it by mercy of nature?
Oh Pain and death depart from me
I know these things not
yet they I feel them burn me
Bringing me to hell's fire
I cannot see!
I am blind!
Help, help! I cry!
No one there...
Nothing but the demons!
Nobody but me and anger.
Is my spirit hated in this world.
Where the joining of my parents work of the devil.
Was I a joke, a laugh, a mistake?
What is truly love?
What can I find in a days wage
How can It possibly cause me to enjoy my age
Why do I smile when the prosperity comes
As the jealous see
When hardship appear Why do I run,
Do I know I have life,
Am I a robot?
Love me Love Love me
All I ask,
The burden is not a hard task
Keep me in your shoes,
Travel with me the distance
Don't throw me away
I may be precious one day
Hug me Hug me Hug me
Rich man and mother
WEalthy Lion and tiger.
Be my friend,
I will be loyal to you till the end.
Hate me not Hate me not!
I am not the demon!
Angel am I,
Messenger I desire to be.
I am only hear to love thee.
 
Prove what?
 
YOU COWARD, ANT, LIVING SLAVE
YOU WALK ON EARTH AND FIND NO MEANING
YOU BEAT THE EARTH AND LIVE IN YOUR MADE CAVE
YOU LOOK DOWN ON OTHERS AND CALL THEM NOTHING
YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE SEEING IF LIVING IS MENT SOMETHING
YOU GREED AND SUFFER YOU HEARTS DESIRE
YOU DENY YOUR THOUGHTS AND LIVE IN PLASTIC
YOU FEEL BURNING HATE IN YOUR YET NOT BURNED BY THE FIRE
YOU YOURSELF A DISGUSTING LIAR
YOU DAMN THOSE THAT LIVE IN PEACE
YOU FOLLOW THOSE THAT ARE DOOMED TO BE DECEASED
WHAT ARE YOU REALLY TRYING TO PROVE?
 
WHY LIVE?
 
TO KILL A IDIOT I SWEAT I WILL
TO BLEED AND SUFFER IS WHAT I FEEL
TELL ME DYING MAN WHAT WAS YOUR PURPOSE
YOU HERE DYING HERE SLOWER THAN TURTOISE
DO YOU NOT FEEL ASHAMED OF YOURSELF
YOU WASTED YOUR LIFE
YOU DESTROYED YOUR FUN AND RUN
YOU LOST YOUR WIFE
ARE YOU NOT DONE!
HIDE YOURSELF MURDEROUS BEING
COVER THY FACE AND ROT
YOU HAVE SEEN SO MUCH YET YOUR EYES ARE NOT SEEING
WHY DO YOU LIVE WITHOUT REAL FEELING!!!!!!!!

 
A letter to Her
 
There was lion who watched the deer. The Deer ate the Plant that stood by his side. The Lion leaped and killed the Deer and consumed its flesh. As the sun grew turned its circle. Another Plant grew and a another Deer ate it, and the Lion again killed the Deer. You my darling are the Deer and I the Lion, I will never have lived till you ate the plant and I found you. The plant my Deer is love, the beginner of our circle, the starter of our life, without  that plant, I would have never lived, for you wouldn't have been there to eat it.
 
Love is stronger than Hate
 
I loved and I hated
Both tore me open
but only one closed me
 
Only the strong can survive
and the weak fall
there is never a equal number
only a odd world
there is never a balance
everything is by chance
but there is Love
and it is attacked by hate
 
How does Love survive
How does it stay strong
While hate does more wrong
Why does Love cry
and Hate laugh
Why is love still
And hate a blowing draft
 
Would this mean Love is stronger
Or Hate is the best
Surely I say the strongest survive
Yet Hate still lives
but a beggar to a rich man may live off his money
so Hate eats out the palm of Love's pity
Hate will attack love but Love takes the pain
The strongest one is the one that stays sane
 
 
 
Angel in a storm
 
A ocean breeze flew past my nose
A cooling sensation of love arose
The angel touched me
Her fingers waving over my chin
Her hair reaching out to the moon
My lips thirst for hers
My eyes search for sight
Her gaze through my body as flowing light
 
She flew away from me
I died in my heart
I waited for her return and never did I see her
My eyes turned blind
I yearned for her moist lips
Her gliding hair
The light of her eyes
 
The storm Stopped
 
 
What is love
 
Stolen from me was a heart
Thrown at me was words
The piano springs and palys it cords
But the player is not skilled messes his part
Do I know love
Or is love dead
Is love Sex
Or is love a kiss on my head
I am blind and weary, a disabled person
Love changes from season to season
I live today because love is the reason
What is love.
 
Helping
 
A helpful man is only a helpful if he made another happy
It is good to help
But helping can be bad
Helping a person who struggles can make one sad
Helping a person who denies they need a help
Is the worst thing of all for a helper
 

It hurt when I fell
 
It hurt when I fell
I bled my punishment for the step I made
I rushed and did not wait
My path was not made down
I fell and it hurt
why do I feel this pain
Was it not right to cross that old road
I was only traveling
Now I am falling
Down, down, the mountain goes
I never thought of pain but now it shows.

She holds my rage
 
Faced with a wall that I can't penetrate
I crumbled into a horrible state
Caged and forgotten I felt more and more
Cramped in a box of anger and destruction
I had no key how can I be free
No one helps
No one Cares
I am not a crazy person
or am I suppose to be?
Is my my destiny a life of madness and sin
I choose not.
There is a girl that has saved me from that life
a great friend not a wife
who unlocked my mind and released my soul
She is a woman of peace
That lets wars cease
What am I to be this man!
Why did she come and fight my battle!
Am I not a hungry lion for Rage
that she sees in her eyes
Is she blind to notice a demon I've become
Yet she sees my eyes and speaks softly to me
I grab unto to her as servant for his pay
Teach me Teach me to love I say!
I wanted this girl this peace maker
She holds me in calm and song
My fury for destruction disappears
If she was ever near.
 
I realised
 
I realised I cannot chase love
I realise I cannot be a hero
I realise I cannot be someone that is someone else
But I realised someone could love me
I turned away from reality and faced imagination
I was like a bear, lonely and in a cave
I realised loneliness is the only way someone realises
  they are loved
But loneliness can be the reason why people cry for   
  love
I realised I am loved and will not think of finding a partner
When I realised I have love already
 
Deep Dark Ocean
 
The darkness surround and give me a fright
But I can overpower but there was no light
Love have retreated and friends depart
All by myself in the rays of the moon
Calms waters rage after the time of noon
I had no breath, no heart, no time
I was a nobody, I wasn't worth a dime
My Deepest darkest ocean was filled with nothing
Only a little light can come out as something
One Person which can fill my emptiness
One Person who I call my princess
The one I say was my Light
Was only another dawn of the my night
 
 
 

Lonely

Why do I ever feel sad

Is hope something to be glad

I wonder why many can have so much

but never have anyone to touch

Whispers of hate behind my back

Evil arises to push my down

It over powers and out comes a frown

why am I so lonely

Why do I desire to be loved as if I am hungry

Will this lust ever be filled

Can it forever be sealed

Late at night I think of the day

How I woke in the morning with nothing to say

I was left behind to help myself

The family which I lived never understand me

They never knew what I need

I was in a bloomed flower that had left over seed

A person I wanted was something I greed

Days alone in the shadows of my life

It was so hurtful to lookback on it

I cut it with a knife

I was lonely

I was in despair

No one will ever be there

 

Your voice

What a wonderful choice to dance with me

This is the most you done for me

My heart jumps

My mind with glee

I lived this day to have somethnig to see

being here with would make me sigh

because soon next we're gone, and the next day we say hi

How I imagine dancing with you, makes me wonder can pigs really fly

Just seeing your eyes would make me want to cry

Your presence by mine lets me know that I will never die

If I do then I would know  that you've made me touch the sky

You know what it is that lets me love you

The thing which never has been discovered

A problem with me that was never uncovered

When I frown you are the first to care

You always wonder why I am always in dispair

What makes me love isn't my choice

For its because I have heard your voice

Anytime I hear it sound

For anything to give I would give you a crown

You voice vibrates in the air I breath

And All I wish is that I would never leave

Dismay

Silent sleeping windows
Looking beyond the land
Out of all the women I picked her as grain from sand
Her skin so soft and was the color of tan
Her beauty spoke to my soul
It was so powerful it rose the death toll
How I wish I kissed her face
And Give her a ring from oak wood case
My lady of the day
This all i want to say
I will love till the end my dismay

Think of me

Breath into my heart
Kiss my soul as sweet as a tart
Beloved girl whom I appointed as my queen
To show how much I can love, My eyes would turn to green
What is in your mind I wish could unlock
I would stop time by holding a hand of a clock
those hands represent me and you
it shows a life's time  would be better with two
What do think whenever you see me
I hope the only thing you think
Is to think of me

Can you save my last dance

(a poet's best)

Can you ever feel the magic the comes in a dance

Just a little bit and both persons make a glance

Hold my hand

Hold my waist

Please don't let me go I haven't had my taste

The music could jingle with a groovy beat

So I get up and move away from seat

My, My what a great dancer you are

Afterwards lets take joyride in my car

oh how I wish I could a fun time like this

To dance on a floor and do the fish

I have many troubles that will never go away

Why does the wind blow and the sun shine bright

but My heart is hurt and blinded by the night

When will I ever chose my meaning

Will I always be the one who starts the singing

Love is better than hate

But nothing can really come over Fate

To dance with others is what I wish

Nothing is saved for me, not even a left over dish

I cannot hate anyone for the things I do not have

Nor hate anyone for the things I never do

I was a little boy who grew in cruelness

The thoughts in his mind were full of wickedness

His rhymes and rythem all made no sense

So why keep gonig and let it commense

Should he be punish not having his groove

Let alone not being able to move

He is left out and forgotten

Thrown away and spared

Does anyone really really care?

Surely there's something for me

But will anyone ever save the last dance

For me?

 

Happy Time

Life is good if you find the good of it first

Theres always a something new to fulfill it's thirst

Always there would be something bad would happen

Losing someone is like bumpy road

It always there so you have to suffer the loss

thats why some bumpy roads are meant to be crossed

Don't tell me if this isn't true

But this is nothing that isn't very new

A loved one gone and with us no more

Parting away as waves from a ocean shore

It hurts my heart that something like this can appear

Why won't it just disappear

Remember the happy times there good for the soul

A person who doesn't remember what use is it to live

When you don't remember the times you had to give

Friends and family all grown away

But new ones come every single day

Be excited with every thought of joy

You aren't to old to still play with a toy

Don't stay crying when a person will die

Remember the happy times

And then say goodbye

A Friend Indeed

A friend in need

Is a friend indeed

If you are in trouble

And don't know where to go

A friend should to know where to show

A friend would care if you were in dispair

A friend would always be aware

A friend shouldn't laugh at other people's mistakes

A friend isn't a friend if that is the case

A friend is not just a playmate

But close person aswell

A friend should always try to get you out of your shell

A friend who can lead

Is A friend Indeed