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My name is Gershom
I did this website inorder to tell how I feel sometimes, it's always in my head, what would happen
to me later in life, will I be happy, Am I really a nice, or Is that I mask myself with fake thoughts to not show the
misery I really have, Is their really a true me? I will be honest that I never am myself, might not ever be for I have to
"Adapt" to the people I am with. I am ashamed to be something I am because I would feel naked, I am very shy to new things
but open to the old, I am always depressed in many ways because those see me as nothing, they see me as what they believe
I would be but never really I can be, I can be smart but then act dumb, the only time I ever really am noticed is when I am
needed, I can never be what I want to be because it's so hard to be it.
I like going to online chats, but it really grosses me out what can be done on them. People can show what they
truly think on anything such as Habbo Hotel, 123 Chat, and MSN. You might not see them but you know what they are like in
their minds. Chats reveal fantasies of what people think, because no one really knows each other a person would say anything
and get away from it. Do we really know each other?
70 percent of peopel today would say that they have a ruined life when at 70 years, and i know that because life is nothing
today, you cant do anything, its stripped from you because eveyrrthing is not unique, uniiqueness will only cause peopletto
look down and say you have somethnig wrong with you
you dont really see persons personality only their and if you see their personality
its only the personality of what they when with you but do not know who they are in a toilet
or byself in a bar but you say you love someone but they can easily break your heart or make you not love them by saying something wrong
and youll end callnig them a bit** and go on hating them without even knowing who they are. what
you must do is try and try to learn a persons every character see how they talk and what they always repeat, see what they
like to do and they see as a joke, see what is unique in them and what they hate, learn how they walk and how they, how they
speak and how they look at you.
the thing man is has lost is learnning, everything is so simple now that learnning is lsot computers learn for you, you
dont ahve to search for it google gets it.
tears are for those who tried and discovered they arent able to prevail and they use tears
to hold down a pressure you must be happy and say you are a good person and will be that forever, the tears must die and the
smile must live
 
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